Boundaries

Danna

She clung tightly to Prior and pressed her face against his chest.

“Sweetheart,” he whispered. “What is it?” She hiccuped, realizing she was crying again. “Did you really think I wouldn’t find you? I will always find you. You can send me away when I do, but even Seshi couldn’t fly you far enough away that I wouldn’t.”

“I,” she swallowed, “I killed Cole. Well, Seshi did, but only because I said so.”

“Ah,” Sir Tristan said, leaning against a rock. “Well, that’s a great loss.” She stared at him wide eyed.

“Ignore him,” Prior whispered. “Tristan made his first kill at six years old or something, he’s a terrible example of how to cope with this sort of thing.”

“I was ten, actually,” Tristan said. She blinked.

“Really?” She said. He nodded.

“We were on our way to the resistance camp after our parents had been killed,” Tristan said. “There were a group of bandits that jumped us. Athena and I both got our first kills that day.” He frowned. “You get used to it, but it doesn’t get easier. But you can take solace in knowing that he wanted to hurt you, and now he can’t.” Danna looked at the Colonel of The Queen’s Guard and nodded. It was like he’d known precisely what to say.

“Thank you,” she whispered and Prior kissed her gently.

“She is overwrought,” Seshi said. “I did not make you watch, Little Rider, I knew you could have born that.” She exhaled. “Is your queen angry? We had agreed not to start a panic?”

“We didn’t stay long enough to find out,” Prior admitted. “But probably not.”

“It takes a lot to anger Lisette,” Tristan said. “And she’s quick to forgive.” Seshi nodded. “But, we can arrange a more dignified introduction, I’m sure.” The dragon laughed and Danna smiled at that. She looked up at Prior.

“Do we have to go back right away?” She whispered.

“Of course not,” he said. He nodded to Sir Tristan who nodded back and rode off in the other direction. “Tristan will tell them we’re safe, and we can stay out here as long as you like.” They walked back into the cave. “What do you need?”

“Just you,” she whispered. And it was true, she felt as if she’d been torn apart and Prior’s inherent peace and stability was helping to stitch her back together. He kissed her and she ran her hands under his coat to take it off.

“Danna,” he said, “what just happened, you’ll have a lot of adrenaline,” he drifted off as she kissed his neck.

“Hmm,” she muttered and pressed him to his back and straddled him. “If only there was some way to burn off that adrenaline.” He exhaled, he was clearly trying to hold himself together. He cupped her face.

“Love,” he whispered, “no.” She swallowed.

“No?” She said and leaned back. He shook his head.

“I won’t let you hide in me,” he exhaled, “that’s the line for me.” She blinked. “You can feel whatever you want, do what you need to do, but not with me.” She blinked at him and rolled back.

“You confuse me,” she said. He sighed.

“You have your scars and I have mine,” he said gently. She looked at him, he’d talked about his family, but never about the other parts of his life this way.

“She used you,” she whispered. He shrugged. “Oh, Prior, I’m sorry, I didn’t even think of that,” she rested her head on his shoulder.

“I understand wanting to escape those feelings, Danna, I do,” he swallowed, “I just can’t be that escape for you, not with sex, don’t ask it of me.” She let him stroke her hair.

“Alright,” she said. “So what is the appropriate amount of time after I feed my former lover to my dragon before you will have sex with me?” He laughed. “One day? Two?”

“Will this be happening again?” He teased. “Do you have many former lovers who deserve to be a meal for Seshi?” She smiled wickedly.

“A few,” she said, “I imagine it being a line I’m willing to cross will make you consider a few things.” He laughed harder and kissed her. “I didn’t think that I’d be using you. I’m sorry.”

“It’s alright,” he said, “I know you didn’t mean it that way, it’s just something I know I’ll never want again.” She kissed him. “Are you sorry?”

“No,” she said, realizing that he meant for Cole’s death, “not really. I’m sorry for the person he could have been. He was intelligent and driven and brazen, and if he hadn’t been so rotten and empty he could have done wonderful things.” She leaned against him again. “I never understood what he wanted with me, except that I told him no.”

“I don’t know about that,” Prior whispered. “I wanted you as soon as I saw you. You’re extremely wantable.”

“Just not in this moment,” she teased and kissed him again.

“Not quite in this exact moment, that’s true.” Danna rested against him.

“My father wanted this so much,” she said, “I thought he had lost his mind by the end, but he wanted to me to be a rider and a warrior, like our ancestors. That being real, that’s the thing I’ve never really been able to accept.”

“I wish I could have known your father,” Prior said. She smiled.

“He’d have liked you,” Danna whispered, “words like, ‘sturdy,’ and ‘thoughtful,’ probably would have come up.” Prior laughed. “Will the merchants come for me?”

“No,” Prior shook his head, “you’ll be under Tristan and Athena’s protection, you’ll be fine.” She nodded and kissed him softly again. “Did you really doubt that I would come for you?”

“Not really,” she smiled, “I did panic a bit,” he kissed her softly and gently.

Execution

Danna

She stared at Cole and mounted Seshi. Her dragon took the man in his arms, and charged out of the Castle and flew up into the mountains. Cole screamed the whole way. Good. He should scream.

Seshi landed on a promontory in the mountains, after a flight that felt about an hour long. He spit Cole out. Danna looked down at him and dismounted.

“Danna?” Cole said softly. “Honey,” he whispered it. She knew that whisper, she’d heard it in the dark so many times. The nights when Cole decided he wanted to be sweet. “I came because I’m sorry.”

“You came because you hate to lose,” she said. He looked at her and swallowed. “Tell me the truth, were you planning to marry me, before?”

Seshi huffed and growled, smoke leaving his nostrils. She exhaled and looked at him.

“It doesn’t matter now because you didn’t listen,” she said. “You made yourself a fool, and you did it at my expense, and you put our village in danger to do it.” He swallowed. “I spared you, and I won’t make that mistake again.” She looked at Seshi. “He’s yours.” She walked away. She didn’t want to watch. Instead she found a cave, gathered some wood and lit a fire, and hugged her knees to her chest and cried.

Eventually Seshi joined her and nestled her softly against his belly.

“I am sorry little one,” he whispered. “You should never have been vulnerable to him.” She wept into his side. “You were very brave, and strong. You are good, and true. I would not ever doubt that.” She wiped her eyes.

“We should go back,” I said.

“There is no rush,” he said. “Your ranger will probably find us soon. He is good at that.” She exhaled and fell asleep.

Prior

He headed to the stables to find his horse and Tristan followed after him.

“Prior,” his friend said grabbing his shoulder.

“I can’t just let her run off, I’ll follow them,” he said. Tristan looked at him.

“Obviously, I just wanted to know if you needed help.” He was smiling. Prior laughed.

“You’re thinking of the old days,” Prior said. Tristan shrugged.

“I’m a little rusty, but I think we’ll manage,” he said. They both went and got onto their horses and rode out following Seshi’s trail, they’d lost sight of him but managed to see the signs. Tristan stopped alongside him.

“You know you’d think those blowhards would learn not to insult Caro,” Prior said. Tristan rolled his eyes.

“She’ll lecture me about losing my temper,” he said. “I’m not supposed to threaten merchants anymore.” Prior snorted. “It annoys The Old Man and endangers Chase’s prospects. Men don’t want to marry their daughters to the son of someone who held a sword to their throat. Or do business with him apparently.” Prior laughed.

“Were you doing it a lot?” Prior said. Tristan shrugged. He knew Carolina’s reputation in Dorin was complicated to say the least. Between her controversial marriage to Tristan, and sister’s position in the Dumanis clan, she was both too scandalous to live normally among her people, and too important to be ignored. “He’s gotten big, I feel like I’m missing it.” Tristan smiled sadly.

“There’s always something to miss,” he said. “They grow too fast. You’ll see.” Prior frowned. He and Danna hadn’t spoken about children, or any kind of future, beyond knowing they wanted one. There hadn’t been time. “You should stay here.” Prior exhaled. “With Danna you don’t have an excuse anymore.”

“I’m not you,” Prior said glancing at the sky, looking for a sign of Seshi. Tristan looked at him.

“What is that supposed to mean?” Tristan said.

“It means,” Prior stretched and dismounted, “that I know I’ve moved on with my life, I don’t have to endure proximity to her to prove it to myself.” Tristan dismounted.

“It’s not like that,” Tristan said.

“Not with Annalise, no,” Prior said. Tristan exhaled. “They know you two can’t help it, but that doesn’t make it easier for them.”

“Are you comparing your obsession with Annalise to the fact that the gods shaped Marina and my souls for each other?” Tristan grinned. Prior shrugged. “It’s not the same thing at all. And Danna seemed to fit right in with everyone. And if it does bother her, or you, don’t live in the palace, but stay in the city.” Prior exhaled.

“Like you stayed in Pantona?” Prior asked.

“That was a long time ago,” Tristan said. “You found the dragons, find something else. The Rangers aren’t needed, or pass them off to someone else. Riley maybe, she’s been loyal, the tribes like her, she’s a good fighter.” Prior sighed.

“It’s impossible to talk about this with you,” he muttered. “You’re worse than Evan.” Tristan smirked at him. “Find another woman, get married, give Raymond and me and heir.”

“He is obsessed,” Tristan shook his head. “They really don’t want to leave Allred to one of Elana’s daughters, which is how it stands now.”

“That way,” Prior said and they headed down a trail deeper into the valley. Tracking with Tristan was second nature, they’d done it for so long. Eventually they reached a small clearing and a cave and Danna was standing at the mouth of it, Seshi behind her, looking terrifying and stunning. He ran to her and took her in his arms.

“You found me,” Danna whispered.

“Always,” he whispered.

Gifts

Danna

She felt glued to her chair. Prior had stood up and had his hand on his sword.

“Master Duprentar,” Lady Dugarry stood up, “I don’t believe you were given leave to enter the city.” Cole’s eyes went cold, with a false charming smile that Danna knew by heart.

“Lady Dugarry, I believe that my allegience is always to my queen above my clan,” he said. Annalise glanced at Danna.

“My grandfather will be disappointed to hear it, I’m sure,” General Dugarry intoned flatly, “in my own experience he does not take such sentiments well.” Cole blinked at her.

“I appreciate the gift,” Annalise nodded to two guards who swept up the sack, which Danna knew was filled with the glass made by the dragons. “But what, Master Duprentar, do I have of yours?”

“My bride of course,” he said. Danna stiffened and grabbed Prior’s arm as he took a step forward. He looked at her.

“Don’t,” she shook her head, “please.” He exhaled.

“Bullshit,” Lady Dugarry spit out, Commander Dugarry had joined her.

“Dovetail has done nothing for your manners, My Lady,” Cole tutted. “But given your own marriage, I suppose disputing my claim is inevitable.”

Like lightning, Tristan Dugarry was at Cole’s throat with a sword.

“Say one more word about my wife,” the Commander growled, “and you’ll never speak again.”

“What claim?” Danna found her voice.

“Hello my love,” Cole smiled at me. “I’d meant to surprise you before you ran off.” She swallowed. “I’d written home to ask for contracts to begin.”

“Did Mistress Finn consent?” Queen Annalise said. Cole blinked at her. “Danna,” she said, “did you consent to a marriage?”

“No,” she said, “he never asked.” Cole’s eyes were cold fire.

“Danna has no family to initiate a contract with,” he said simply.

“Did you approach Tanner Davies?” Prior said, his voice sharp. Cole blinked at him. Danna inhaled.

“I didn’t,” Cole said, “you stole her away.”

“She left you, that’s not the same thing,” Prior said. “You mentioned the Dugarry’s and their case made the difference very clear.”

“Danna,” Cole said. She looked at him. “I love you, you know this.”

“I never agreed to marry you,” she said sharply, “and you certainly never asked.” She looked at Prior and then at Tristan Dugarry. “Commander Dugarry, if you please.” He lowered his arm. “This is how you answer mercy.” There was a loud screech and the doors of the large hall swung open and Seshi charged in.

“This is how you answer mercy?” The dragon roared. The queen’s eyes grew big. “You shame your ancestors.”

Reckoning

Danna

She woke up and stretched, the large bed chamber that she and Prior had settled into earlier was now flickering with silver light, and glanced at the table.

A woman was sitting there, with long white blonde hair and white skin that looked almost porcelain, she was wearing a long black gown.

“Ah,” she said, “you’re awake.”

“May I help you?” She asked.

“The question is if I can help you, Danna Finn,” the woman smiled predatorily. “You’ve befriended my pets and my priestess, I think we could make a deal.”

“Lady Amina,” Danna said, “I have no interest in dealing. And if I were to give my allegiance, it would be to the wing, who do not wish to serve you.” The Goddess of Death smiled sharply at her.

“So be it,” she snapped her fingers and Danna awoke again. This time the seat by the fireplace was Prior. He was reading a book.

“I just dreamed Amina was here,” she said. He closed the book and walked over and lay beside her.

“Probably wasn’t a dream,” he said. “The gods tend to come and go here.” She exhaled. “Did you sleep well?”

“Yes,” she said softly. “Do you have things you need to do?” He shook his head, “Prior, you must,” he kissed her.

“There is nothing I need to do,” he assured her. She smiled. “Marina and Raymond want to talk to you.”

“To me?” She said. He nodded. “What about?”

“Your family,” he said. She sighed.

“I don’t have a family,” she said, “I had my father and my mother when I was very little, but otherwise, I don’t know anything.” He brushed her hair off of her face, he looked older, all of a sudden. “What do they want to talk about?”

“Your possible magical heritage,” he said. She snorted. “I’m completely serious.” She kissed him. “Apparently the riders were quite important,” he said.

“Seshi would know more,” she said running her hand over the soft velvet of his uniform jacket. “I’m no one, Prior.”

“You’re mine,” he said. She smiled. “That is, if that’s how you want it. After today, I could see why the prospect is not so tempting.”

“Oh, yes, you brought me home to a shining palace full of people who love you and who you love, and introduced me to the queen,” she nodded. “A real disappointment you are.” He laughed. “Why would you love me after you,” she exhaled.

“After her?” He asked. She nodded. “You two are actually very alike,” he traced his hands, “she grew up in exile, like you, she’s unyieldingly stubborn and strong,” he pressed her palm to his lips, “unlike her, I get the feeling you love me back.” She smiled.

“She loves you too,” she said softly, “I can see it in her eyes.” He nodded. “But I think I do love you more.” He pulled her close. “I’ll talk to them, I don’t know what it will help, but I’ll do it.”

“Thank you,” he said gently. She smiled softly. “They’d probably love to talk to Seshi too, but I know that’s not up to you.” She laughed.

“It is very much not up to me,” she sighed. “But I will encourage him.” Prior nodded.

“We should go to dinner,” he said and stood up.

“I can’t,” she shook her head. He blinked at her. “I don’t have anything to wear.” He sighed. “I can go shopping tomorrow, but tonight, no. You go, though, catch up with your friends, I’ll be fine.”

“Carolina sent some clothes,” he said. She blinked at him. “Nothing elaborate, she said, but she said the colors should suit you and they’ll be appropriate and if you hate them you can send them back.”

“Oh,” she said and got out of bed, she felt Prior’s eyes follow her. It was a different feeling than when Cole used to stare, she realized. There was something reverent about the way Prior looked at her body, it wasn’t hungry or posessive. She went to the wardrobe and opened it.

It was full of the most beautiful gowns she’d ever seen. Most of them in rich gold or green, a few in icy blues and silver and one that caught her eye, a deep red velvet that was almost black. She touched it and pulled it out, sliding it on.

“Well, that will certainly do,” Prior said with a grin. She looked in a mirror. It was stunning. Prior came behind her and kissed her neck. They looked well together, she realized.

The rider and the ranger something in her stirred. They belonged. She held on to his arm as they walked down to the large hall, and were seated besides Prince Anders and Lady Nika.

“Appan says to tell you that Lord Seshi has been very grumpy all day,” the prince said. Danna laughed.

“I’ll go to see him tomorrow, I promise,” she looked around the room. “This is different from your brother’s dining hall.”

“It can feel shocking,” Anders said with a nod. “A little stiff. I sometimes can’t believe that Harran wanted to rule over it.” Danna choked on her wine.

“Harran and Annalise?” She said. Nika sighed.

“For years,” Nika said, “my sister was quite the martyr over it.” Danna laughed seeing the sour look on Prior’s face.

“No wonder she was so good to me,” she rubbed Prior’s arm. He sighed. A man in a simple green jacket, a different design than the one Prior and the other rangers were wearing walked over and settled in.

“She’s refusing to leave the library,” he said to Nika.

“I believe that became your responsibility when you said vows,” Nika said playfully.

“I suppose it did,” he sighed. He glanced at Danna. “Lefty,” he extended his hand.

“Danna Finn,” she said.

“He’s selling himself short,” Nika leaned back, “this is Grand Admiral Damian Lestoff, Duke of Brightcoast, The True Rising Sun of Pharras.”

“Oh,” Danna said, “I’m sorry for not quivering, I’ve met many important people of late.” The Duke laughed.

“You’ve got spirit, that’s good,” he said, “we like that around here. You’re also far too lovely for him.”

“Thank you, Lefty,” Prior rolled his eyes. She felt his finger against the back of her neck. Again, it was comforting, even as it gave her chills.

“I’m sorry the duchess won’t be joining us,” Danna said. Lefty shrugged.

“My beloved has a tendency to get caught up in her studies,” he said affectionately. “If she were less brilliant I would take more offense.” Danna’s heart warmed. Clearly, Damian Lestoff, for all their lofty titles was madly in love with his wife, in a way she’d rarely seen.

You could have that. You’ve found your mate. The voice in her mind sounded a great deal like Seshi.

The doors of the hall swung open and a large group of well dressed men marched in, Danna’s eyes grew wide seeing who was leading them.

Annalise stood up from her table at the center. General Dugarry following close behind her. Prior was also on his feet.

“Your Majesty,” Cole bowed and then dropped the large black sack on his shoulder at her feet.

“And you are?” Annalise said cooly.

“My name is Cole Deprentar,” he said and glanced at Danna with a cool smirk. “I’ve come to bring you a gift, and to retrieve something of mine.”

To Make A Plan

Prior

He got up from bed, Danna had fallen to sleep not long after they’d made love and he sighed and stretched and got dressed, he left a note, saying he had to speak to his cousin, and who she should speak to to find him. He dressed and walked down to the apartment that Evan and Raymond shared and opened the doors.

“If you refuse to even consider it what would you like me to do?” Marina said throwing up her hands.

“I didn’t say I wasn’t considering it,” Raymond said calmly back to her, “I’m saying we should begin in the archives.”

“If there were unpurged records in the archives, I would know,” Marina argued back.

“Rina, you aren’t omniscient,” an amused voice said from the fireplace, Prior met Tristan Dugarry’s eyes, and grinned at his old partner. Tristan winked back at him. “You can’t know everything that’s in the archives.” The Duchess whirled on her feet and glared at him. “Prior might have an opinion.”

“On research methods,” Prior said and sat down, “perish the thought.” Evan chuckled from his desk.

“About where to best find what if any line your Danna belongs to, actually,” Evan said. Prior sighed.

“There’s a place to begin besides the archives?” Prior frowned.

“Yes,” Marina said as Raymond said, “No,” at the exact same time.

“I’m sure you missed this,” Tristan said and sat down next to him.

“My father knows more about magical family lines than anyone else in the country,” Marina said. “He read everything there is to read about the old families when he was trying to figure out how to break the mandates.” Prior inhaled. Of course, Lestat Sanpierre had worked tirelessly to free first his sister and then his daughter from their magical destinies. He’d failed, but Marina had survived what the Goddess Rana had needed of her and was now probably as close to a goddess herself as any human could be.

Yes, the former Duke would probably know where to begin to find Danna’s family. If Danna wanted them to be found that is.

“And I pointed out, that I would be thrilled for my dear cousin to help us,” Raymond said, “but as he’s in Brightcoast, perhaps we could begin without him while he travels.”

“I don’t know if Danna wants to find her line,” Prior said. Marina blinked at him.

“I’m afraid that doesn’t matter much,” Marina said. “I understand that sounds callous, but this is important, it’s important for history and for magic and for Cammadan.”

“Rina,” Tristan said with a sigh. She frowned at him. Tristan and Marina were twin hearts, linked by fate and the gods on the wheel of the destiny. It made their relationship endlessly complicated, and drove their spouses to distraction. “You should know better.” She exhaled.

“I will ask her, of course,” she said. “And explain why it’s important.” Prior nodded. “I’m sorry, Prior,” she sighed, “it’s all very exciting though.” He smiled.

“Have you written to your father?” He asked. She nodded. “If my opinion is wanted, I would say that is a good place to start. He wasn’t researching these things for theory it was to help you and Queen Marie, he’d know how to do it right.” She smiled.

“Come on, Raymond,” she said and pulled him out.

“I should go with them,” Evan said, “when they’re in this kind of mood they might kill each other.” Prior laughed and Evan stopped and clapped him on the shoulder. “I’m glad you’re home, Prior.” Prior smiled at him. He left.

Tristan looked at him and raised an eyebrow.

“Caro said she’s lovely but skittish,” Tristan said. Prior nodded. “New and different for you.” He snorted.

“Annalise is pregnant,” Prior said softly. Tristan sighed.

“Yes, that,” he muttered, “I said we should have told you. Caro said we needed to stay out of it.” Prior laughed. “It’s been years, Prior.”

“I know, it’s just,” he exhaled, “I didn’t think I would care.”

“Ah,” Tristan nodded. “That’s all?”

“And why isn’t he here?” Prior raged. “I shouldn’t be surprised he left when she,” Tristan raised an eyebrow.

“When she asked him to?” He said. Prior frowned. “Queen Aimee insisted on being here. Annalise knows that will put Eric on edge, as his family always does. He’s concerned how they’ll take it if the child is a boy.”

“Why?” Prior asked.

“Because if Eric has a son, there’s even more continuity to him as Daniel’s heir,” the door opened and Damian Lestoff walked in. The Duke of Brightcoast was a tall man, with light brown skin, and he wore his dark curly hair tied into a tail at his neck. “Marina says its a girl though.”

“Your Grace,” Prior nodded.

“Commander,” Lefty bowed. “I’d expected to find you at the bottom of a bottle.”

“Lestoff,” Tristan sighed.

“Dugarry,” Lefty teased back.

“Aren’t you supposed to be in Pharras, fighting for freedom?” Prior said.

“I was,” Lefty said, “but my lady wife has decided she needs to be with her queen and cousin.” Prior nodded. “I go where she goes.” Prior nodded. “You actually found the dragons.”

“It’s a little more nuanced than that,” Prior said gently.

“So now what?” Tristan asked. Prior sighed.

“Even with this mission over things in Westran are still bad,” he shook his head. “The settlers are taking more and more. The tribes are getting fed up with it. I don’t know how much longer even Harran holding things off will work.” He paused. “Your people aren’t helping.”

“We never do,” Tristan sighed. “I’m trying to convince my grandfather to slow down on issuing charters but he’s refusing to.” Prior nodded. “Caro is hearing bad things from her end as well.”

“Caro always hears bad things,” Lestoff shrugged. “But your grandfather’s speed is alarming people down south too.” Prior took that on. Something was going to break. He hoped they could stop it.

Friends

Danna

“It’s so, big,” she said wih a gasp as Seshi swooped down and landed on a promintory overlooking Dovetail.

“You are so small,” the dragon teased. He was in a better mood now, she realize, perhaps because her own anxieties lifted.

“Hilarious,” she said, sliding off of his back. She glanced up and saw Appan circling. She thought of the things Anders had told her and wondered if they were near where his brother had died. Nika, Prior and Lady Carolina rode up, and Prior dismounted.

For this last week of riding they’d been together, for whatever it meant in the loose sense that they were. He was beside her, they shared a tent. They made love. She told him things, about home, about her father. He listened and told her things back, about his cousin, and his work. It felt strange, but good, and solid, in ways she didn’t think were possible.

“Oh boy,” Nika said, as a party of horses came up. “Caro, it isn’t the whole guard is it?” Lady Carolina rolled her eyes.

“Don’t be ridiculous,” Lady Carolina said. The group arrived. They were lead by a lean and tall blonde woman in a green riding dress, a black woman, with a playful smile in an elaborate blue gown, a black man in a long dark robe and a white man with golden brown hair who resembled Prior, if a slighter, and lighter version.

That must be Evan.

The blonde woman dismounted and walked over to Prior with a wide smile.

“Commander,” she said.

“General,” he nodded back and spread his arms. She laughed and hugged him. “It’s good to see you Thena.”

“You too,” she said, she regarded Danna and then Seshi. She bowed her head to the dragon. “My Lord, welcome to Dovetail, my queen is eager to make your acquaintance.”

“As I am eager to make hers, Little Daughter of The Warrior,” Seshi said, his voice full of dignity. The General smiled. “Your Patron was good to my people when we last walked together.”

“He is good to those he considers worthy,” she shrugged. Seshi nodded, the general turned to Lady Carolina. “Lady Dugarry.”

“Countess,” Lady Carolina grinned. It was clearly a private joke between the sisters in law. “May I present Mistress Finn, Lord Seshi’s rider. Danna, this is General Athena Dugarry, Countess of Pantona.”

“An honor,” The General smiled and extended her hand.

“It’s my pleasure,” Danna said. Prior was joking with the two other men, and the small black woman was holding Nika in a fierce hug. “The Duchess of Brightcoast, then?”

“Good guess,” the general smirked. “Her Majesty is waiting, My Lord, she asks you wait to enter the city, she doesn’t want a panic.”

“Of course,” Seshi nodded.

“We brought horses, for you, Mistress Finn, and Prince Anders, if he’s interested in getting his ass on the ground,” she shouted up to the still circling Appan and Anders. Danna laughed.

“Appan has more energy than Seshi,” Danna said, “they might be a while.” The General nodded and Danna walked over to Prior.

“Danna,” Prior said gently, “this is my cousin, Lord Evan Allred, and his husband, Mastero Raymond Quents.”

“My Lord,” Danna dipped a curtsey, “Mastero.”

“Glad to meet you,” Lord Evan said with a knowing smile. Danna blushed and then looked at Prior. What had he told his cousin? “We should get back, Athena’s right, she is waiting for you.”

“Let her wait,” the Duchess said with dismissive cluck of her tongue. She met Danna’s eyes and smiled kindly and it felt as if the whole world lit up. “It’s good for her.”

“We don’t all have her permanent good opinion like you do, Rina,” Prior teased helping Dann onto her horse.

“Oh yes, she’s so often angry with you,” Marina said with an eyeroll, “it’s the burden you carry.” Prior laughed. “I apologize for not greeting you Mistress Finn, I haven’t seen Nika in ages and she’s too thin.”

“You’re welcome to fatten me up while I’m here,” Nika said riding closer to her. “I expected Lefty.”

“He thought he’d be in the way,” Duchess Marina shrugged. Nika nodded and they rode off, chatting and giggling. Danna raised her eyebrows at Prior who shrugged.

“His Grace and Our Lady understand how difficult sharing can be,” he said. “They keep out of each other’s way.”

“You mean The Duchess,” Danna blinked, “with both of them?”

“Not lately, but in the past,” Prior said. Danna nodded. “You’ll have plenty of new gossip, my nosey little rider, I promise.” He kissed her softly and she laughed. They reached the palace and dismounted.

“Everything is going to be all right,” Lady Carolina said simply, and took Danna’s hand and squeezed it. She swallowed and followed Prior into a large room, and at the end of it on an elaborately carved wooden throne, sat a bronze skinned young woman, her hair in long braids.

Queen Annalise met Danna’s eyes and her heart started racing.

Next Steps

Danna

Prior was still sleeping and she went and sat on the window seat of the room they were in, wrapped in a blanket.

It felt strange, sex had always ended with her feeling an odd guilt and hurt, as though something awful had happened. Or at least, sex with Cole had, even when the act itself was fun and pleasurable. This was different. She glanced at the bed. He slept soundly, though he’d stirred and whined a bit when she’d left his arms, but hadn’t woken up.

She liked that. She liked the safety he felt to be that way, like he knew she wouldn’t leave him, and that she was free to if she wished. She’d been caged for so long.

She missed Tanner, and she hoped he was alright.

She thought of Carolina Dugarry. She didn’t know why she’d expected Prior’s friend to be different. She was warm and a little silly, but also, Danna saw her watching everything. She would clearly be an unshakable friend, or formidable enemy.

Prior’s uncle had beaten him. Savagely, if those scars were any indication, and he come out kind and good and true. But his decision to help her so unconditionally made more sense now. She stirred feeling him come behind her and snuggle her and kiss her neck.

“Couldn’t sleep?” He asked.

“No,” she mumbled. “Prior,” she said, “what will happen to us in Dovetail?”

“I don’t know,” he said softly, “The Rangers will need a new mission, which will take some time to figure out, and I want to spend some time with my cousin and his husband.” She nodded. “And I want them to get to know you.” She smiled. “But I know your fate is also ties to Seshi’s.”

“Seshi has wanted to bring me to Cammadan for a long time,” she said, “he will abide but whatever I decide.” He kissed her hair. “Lady Carolina’s husband is your friend?”

“Yes,” he laughed, “Tristan is my friend. He’s a lot of other things to, but he is that.” She exhaled and leaned against him.

“And the Queen?” She asked.

“Annalise is happy, and she wants me to be,” he said. “You don’t have to worry about her, she isn’t like that.” She nodded. She doubted it. She wasn’t afraid of the queen but she was ready to navigate jealousy, even it if was her own. “I’m looking forward to you seeing the city.”

“Will it be like that keep?” She asked. He shook his head.

“No,” he said, “more formal, for one thing, and closer quarters.” She nodded. “But there’s a stall in the market, on the river, where the merchant only sells the most beautiful scents.”

“Perfume?” She asked.

“Some,” he nodded, “and some just, scents, it’s magic, newer, or well, older, actually.” She laughed. “The University students are always arguing anywhere you go, just shouting at each other about what they think will work or not,” he kissed her neck. “And the palace is full of laughter and life. Annalise built her court young and lively, like her. It’s really special.”

She leaned back into him. He made it sound wonderful.

And she was still terrified.

The Lady of Whispers

Danna

Danna and Seshi were flying low over a mountain pass. Anders and Appan had zoomed ahead. She had an eye on Prior and Nika below her.

“Why do you continue to resist him?” Seshi asked. She sighed and groaned. “Your feelings are obvious for each other.”

“I’m not ready for something real yet,” she said. “And I don’t think he knows how to fake it.” Seshi grunted and swooped down into the pass seeing Prior wave them down. They landed.

“We’re nearing a town,” Prior said. “My Lord, it is up to you if you and Appan wish to reveal yourselves.” Appan and Anders followed after them and landed.

“No,” Seshi said, “we do not want trouble on the journey, we will fly high and meet you in the next pass.” Danna dismounted, so did Anders and they went to the horses. They all rode in quiet for a while.

“That was considerate of you,” Danna said. Prior smiled at her.

“I don’t want them in danger,” he said. “Besides, this way I get some time with you.” She shook her head and laughed and they rode on. It was nearly dark by the time the reached the village. It was larger than any place Danna had ever seen, besides the border keep. She tried to keep from marveling as they stabled the horses and walked into an inn.

“I’ll get us food,” Anders disppeared nearly as soon as they walked in.

“I’ll see about rooms,” Danna said and did the same.

“A table I guess,” Prior grinned and they moved through the crowd.

“Commander,” a serving girl walked over to them. Prior’s face went flat. Danna grinned a little, watching him squirm. She was pretty, with light skin, and dark hair tied up in a kerchief. “The lady wants to see you.” He exhaled.

“She’s here?” He asked. The serving girl nodded.

“She has a private parlor, she said to bring you when you arrived,” the girl explained. Danna looked at him. “I will bring Lady Nika and Prince Anders as well.”

“Fine,” he mumbled. “Let’s get this over with.” He placed his hand on Danna’s lower back and guided her through the crowd following the girl to a simple wooden door which opened to a cozy parlor. A fire was blazing and there was a lush red rug with an intricate woven design of flowers on it. There was a table, heavy with bread, cheese and fruit, and a few bottles of wine. There were a two couches arranged face each other and sitting on one, sipping a glass of wine was a young woman.

She was pretty, but not absurdly so, with an upturned nose, pale skin, and golden blonde hair tied up in elaborate knots to keep it off of her face. She was wearing an expensive dress, in a deep red and she smiled warmly at them.

“Hello Prior,” she said. He walked over and kissed her on the cheek.

“Hello Caro,” he said. “I should have known you’d be here.” She shrugged. “When did Amalie become one of yours?”

“Before she became one of yours,” she narrowed her eyes. The woman glanced at Danna. “Prior, you’re being rude.”

“Of course,” he exhaled, “May I present Mistress Danna Finn,” he held her hand and Danna’s heart leapt. “Danna, this is Lady Carolina Dugarry, spy master to Queen Annalise and possibly the most annoying person in the entire kingdom of Cammadan.”

“M’lady,” Danna dipped into a curtsey.

“It’s nice to meet you,” Lady Carolina said. “Please sit, and eat. Any friend of Prior’s.” Danna nodded and the door opened.

“The Lady wishes to see you,” Nika’s voice walked through. “Honestly Caro, do you have to be so dramatic?” Lady Carolina shrugged.

“Who wants a straightforward spy master?” She sipped on her wine. Anders chuckled and walked over and kissed her cheek. “Your Highness.”

“My lady,” he said. “Will the Commander be joining us?”

“Alas no,” she sighed. “My husband is in Dovetail, one of his apprentices began sword work recently and is demanding his attention.”

“Oh, they finally let Calla pick up a sword?” Nika said. “She must be overjoyed, she’s been begging.”

“Aaron isn’t happy about it,” Lady Carolina smirked. The others laughed and Danna fiddled with a button on the couch, Lady Carolina looked at her. Danna felt oddly shabby next to her. Even in the borrowed robes from Lady Brea, which were the nicest clothes she’d ever worn.

This was the kind of woman Cole would go home to marry, she realized. Beautiful and lovely and elegant and detached, who understood everything going on in this world. And it was probably what Prior wanted eventually too. He’d play with her for a while and then move on to some lady or other.

He’d already had a queen.

“I think I need to lie down,” she stood up. “Are there rooms, do we know?”

“There’s one through there,” Lady Carolina pointed. Danna nodded and walked through the door, a double bed was waiting. She lay down and slept for a while and woke up to the fire smoldering and went through the parlor. There was still some food but the others had gone. She gathered a piece of bread and some fruits onto the plate and a door opposite creaked open. Lady Carolina looked started.

“I’m sorry, should I not have,” Danna started.

“It’s fine,” the spymaster shrugged and yawned. “I practically had to command Prior to a room because he was worried about you.”

“Oh,” Danna said softly. Lady Carolina looked at her.

“Who are you?” She asked. Danna blinked. “You were living with Cole DuPrentar which is horrifying by the way. I seem to remember he was something of a pig,” Danna blinked at her. “My brother in law nearly challenged him to a duel when he asked if my sister or I were better alone or as a pair.” Danna stared at her.

“That sounds like him,” Danna muttered. “It wasn’t pleasant. He used to hurt me, sometimes just because it amused him, I think, always in bed.” Carolina nodded.

“No wonder Prior wanted to help then,” she said softly. Danna looked at her. “His uncle used to,” she stopped. “It’s his story to tell you I suppose, but, trust me that he’d understand.” Danna stared at her.

“I’m not going to be another man’s plaything,” she said. The Lady’s lips quirked into a smile.

“I should think not,” she said. “And I doubt he’d treat you as one, though he’s become a bit voracious in the past few years.” Danna’s eyes grew large. “If he says he cares for you, he means it.”

“I see,” Danna said softly. “He called you a spymaster.” The Lady laughed.

“So I am,” she said, “I pay attention, and I report what I learn to my queen, when I think she needs to know.” She leaned back. Danna nodded. “He won’t make the first move. He never does.” Danna frowned. “In case you were wondering.” She picked up an apple and walked through another door. Danna exhaled and walked into the bedroom opposite hers. Prior sat up, his shirt was off, and she could see the growth of hair over his chest.

“Danna?” He said softly. “What are you doing here?” She strode across the room sat on the bed and kissed him.

Anything

Danna

The feast was loud, and sitting next to Prior was soothing. His presence was balancing in some way, and she glad for it. They talked more, laughed. He told stories about home, joked with the other rangers, and found casual ways to touch her without feeling like he was placing a claim on her.

He’d had to stay behind as things broke up, the chieftain wanted to speak with him and Nika and Anders, and she’d assured him she could get back. He’d kissed her hand softly.

It was nice, but as she walked back to her bedchamber, she realized she should have asked him about Annalise. He hadn’t brought it up and she was curious. Why hadn’t he told her about it? She undressed. He’d been engaged to the most powerful woman in the world while she’s been so starving she’d talked herself into being in love with a man who treated her like a convenience.

This was impossible. But he’d said she could choose whatever they were, that she could set the pace. She climbed out of the window of her room onto a landing outside and looked up at the sky.

What do you need, Danna? Seshi’s voice filled my mind.

Nothing, really, she thought back. Nothing you can give at least. Are you safe and comfortable?

We are fine. He sounded grumpy. She laughed. She glanced behind herself seeing Prior having walked into her room. And you?

I am safe. She said softly and walked back into the room. “What are you doing here?” He exhaled and looked at her.

“I wanted to make sure you were comfortable,” he said. “I was busy before, I didn’t get a chance to,” she smiled at him. “What?”

“It’s not the worst excuse I’ve ever heard,” she said. “Cole used to come to my house and ask if my well was full.”

“Did it ever?” He asked.

“I didn’t have a well,” she shrugged. “I got my water in town and carried it back.” He laughed. “You were engaged.” He sighed and leaned against a chair.

“Oh, that.” He looked up from under his hair. This man knew exactly what he was doing. “Who told you?”

“Lady Brea,” she said. He nodded. “That’s why you don’t talk about her. Why the avoided bringing her up?”

“Yes,” he said. “Annalise and I were engaged. We were lovers for about two years, I loved her for almost three before that. She never really loved me back, she tried to, very hard. But she didn’t.” Danna looked at him, he looked pained.

“Do you still love her?” She asked. He sighed.

“That’s a rather more complicated question,” he said. She crossed her arms. “She’s my friend, and my queen. I don’t think of her as an ideal anymore, or as a lover, but I think I always will love her, yes.” She nodded. “It’s been two years before you ask again. She married Prince Eric not long after.”

“When you went hunting dragons?” She asked. He shrugged.

“She joked I’d finally found something more interesting than her,” he said. She smiled. “I wasn’t keeping it a secret, Danna, I planned to talk to you about it before we got to Dovetail.” She said.

“After I was dependent on you?” She said. He exhaled.

“I didn’t mean it that way,” he said, “I meant what I said earlier. This can be whatever you want it to be.” She nodded. “I’ll go,” he went to.

“Wait,” she said, “I’m sorry.” He looked at her. “I can imagine it’s difficult to talk about.” He nodded. “Lady Brea said that she trains good husbands.” He laughed. “So she and the chieftain?”

“Yes,” he nodded. “When we get to Cammadan you’ll hear some people tell exaggerated stories about Annalise’s promiscuity. Most of them are exaggerated. But she doesn’t like to sleep alone.” Danna nodded.

“I see,” she whispered. “She hurt you.” He shrugged.

“She didn’t mean to,” he said. “I’ve lived a life of people meaning to, I can make the distinction.” She stepped closer to him. “Danna,” he whispered.

“Hush,” she murmured, cupped her hands around his face and kissed him softly. He accepted it. “You terrify me.”

“I don’t mean to,” he answered and kissed her back, she let her tongue move over her lips and he opened his mouth and they explored each other. He slid his hands down her arms and pulled her closer. She pulled back. “Do you want me to go?”

“Not really,” she admitted. “But I don’t think I’m ready for you to stay.” He nodded, pressed a kiss to her forehead. “Prior,” she said softly, he turned at the door. “Thank you.”

“Anything, Danna,” he said gently with a smile.

Reveal

Danna

She heard a knock on the door and got out of the tub and wrapped a towel around herself.

“Hello,” Lady Brea walked through the door. Danna stared at her.

“Can I help you with something, my lady?” She asked. Lady Brea smiled at her.

“Prior likes you,” Brea said simply. Danna nodded. “I can see why, you are obviously lovely, and it’s honestly about time, he has pined about Annalise long enough.”

“P-pined?” Danna said.

“Mooned? Moped?” Brea sighed and went to a wardrobe. “Whatever word you prefer. It’s nice to see him moving on.”

“From Annalise?” Danna said. Brea nodded. “Queen Annalise.”

“Yes,” Brea said. Danna blinked. “Of course he didn’t tell you. Men are useless. They were betrothed.” She bit her bottom lip.

“Oh,” she sat down. Brea frowned.

“You shouldn’t be upset,” The Lady of the border handed her a robe. “She’s not all that special, Annalise. And she trains husbands well.” Danna blinked at her. “Try that on, I can’t have you in my dining hall in that sack cloth.” She turned and wooshed out.

Prior had been the queen’s lover, he’d been planning to marry her. There was absolutely no way that he was serious about her then. She was nothing. She slipped the gold robe on and looked in the mirror.

She was beautiful, there had always been that.

Prior

Prior was happy to be sitting in the great hall of the border keep among the other rangers. It had been too long, Anders had been right about that.

“So now that we know about the dragons what’s our mission?” Riley, a black woman ranger with her hair in long braids down her back grinned at him.

“I don’t know yet,” he admitted, “I guess we go home.” She nodded. “So it’s Brightcoast for you.” She grinned.

“Might even try Pharras,” she shrugged. “The Duchess will likely have work for everyone.” He nodded. Marina had a way of making everyone around her busy. “Dovetail for you?”

“It would seem so.” He shrugged. He froze, the room had stopped as Danna walked in the main door. She was wearing a Wyan style robe, but rather than the deep black favored by Nika and Brea, it was a deep golden color that compliment her freckled skin and red hair which was tucked up in a high bun with tendrils curled falling out of it. She looked stunning. “Excuse me,” he stood up and walked over to her, seeing Anders move to do similarly. Like hell. One of the keep guards had started speaking with her. “Mistress Finn,” he said.

“Commander,” she smiled.

“May I escort you in?” He asked. A smile crept across her face.

“Of course,” she said and took his arm. He saw her glance at the table of rangers. “Shouldn’t you be with them?”

“I should,” he said and they settled at a smaller table. “But I’d rather be with you.” She blushed.

“I feel a little silly,” she admitted, smoothing the robe, “but Lady Brea sent it up and I thought it would be rude not to wear it.”

“It suits you,” he said. Though he’d thought she stopped rooms in that old brown dress of hers too. “Danna, I,” he swallowed. “If you’d be happier here, I understand that, you can stay.” She frowned. “Annalise will come here to meet with Seshi, if need be, I mean.”

“Why would I want to stay here?” She asked. He shrugged.

“Anders is here,” he said, “we’re closer to your home,” she swallowed and nodded.

“I’m looking forward to getting to know Anders better,” she said, “it’s nice to have someone else who can ride a dragon around,” she said, “but I don’t really have a home, Prior.” He looked at her. “I want to make a new one.” He nodded. “But if you don’t want me to come with you,” she swallowed, “I mean, I understand you probably have a life in Dovetail.”

“I do,” he said quickly, “I mean, obviously, but not one that couldn’t include you.” He carefully traced a finger against her chin.

“I don’t want to be kept again,” she said. He smiled. “I don’t want to start a new life with everyone thinking I belong to you.”

“This can be whatever you want it to be, Danna,” he said, “or nothing at all, if that’s what you’d rather.” She exhaled.

“I don’t know what I want yet,” she said. He nodded. “I do want you, I just don’t know if I’m ready for what that means.” He smiled.

“All right,” he said. “We can figure it out as we go.” She smiled gently. “I don’t want you to feel like you’re beholden to me.”

“You did save me,” she said.

“You saved me back,” he pointed out. “We’re even.” She laughed and he took her hand.